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About ocdrib

My name and other identity forms are intentionally left blank or given a substitute. This blog is to be anonymous.

Truth vs. truth

Death, is truth From its oncoming we look around us for safety. We look for something to hide us from its stare. We ought to stare back at it with eyes wide open. Unafraid, we should cling to its enemy. … Continue reading

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The First Time

Humble beginnings and slow glory To rise from unto Living out the lies Until truth is alone To finally be free So that I may hear Clearly for the first time With no worldly filter No lofty socialization against nature … Continue reading

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A Memory of God’s Works?

If you think an act by an person was so well executed that it may have been blessed by God, could it be so that the person asked God to bless the act so as to bring glory to God’s … Continue reading

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Questions

I find myself tonight, faced with a daunting task to answer the questions in my heart. These questions have only lately been leaking out from the cracks of the stone wall that has until now been a prison for my … Continue reading

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How do you handle life?

If you live because you have to, you are doing what everyone does. You might as well be successful. Wouldn’t that be better than being captive to your emotions? Why not live?

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What’s Left, Take In Mercy

I’ve been waiting here for you, sign that says: “You have arrived and now you can live well.” Yet, all the day I live another way. Unholy thoughts, unrighteous dreams I dream. I want one thing and then I trade … Continue reading

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to make happy

If I get up early, and read a little, and pray a little, and make breakfast and coffee, and take a hot bath and stretch, and shave and brush my teeth, sit down and breathe for sec, and thank God … Continue reading

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to the hopelessly graceless

I jest a song And then regret Falls in I know better: The world It’s in pain What is loving worth If not found out I know better: The world Can’t find it One love makes right The world That … Continue reading

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no epic vindication

I’m not good for this Explaining never Sounds natural The good always seems Just within my reach But never is gotten Is this what you had In mind young child This could never be What I thought would work But … Continue reading

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Advertisement To Superhighway Wayfarers

Seeking beauty Or peace, stranger? Reach up right here. Pull this Lever. Get what comes out Beauty or Peace. But it will be Never Peace. Beauty only It will Be. However peace is Offered Here.

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