Category Archives: christian

A Memory of God’s Works?

If you think an act by an person was so well executed that it may have been blessed by God, could it be so that the person asked God to bless the act so as to bring glory to God’s … Continue reading

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What’s Left, Take In Mercy

I’ve been waiting here for you, sign that says: “You have arrived and now you can live well.” Yet, all the day I live another way. Unholy thoughts, unrighteous dreams I dream. I want one thing and then I trade … Continue reading

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to make happy

If I get up early, and read a little, and pray a little, and make breakfast and coffee, and take a hot bath and stretch, and shave and brush my teeth, sit down and breathe for sec, and thank God … Continue reading

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to the hopelessly graceless

I jest a song And then regret Falls in I know better: The world It’s in pain What is loving worth If not found out I know better: The world Can’t find it One love makes right The world That … Continue reading

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no epic vindication

I’m not good for this Explaining never Sounds natural The good always seems Just within my reach But never is gotten Is this what you had In mind young child This could never be What I thought would work But … Continue reading

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Restore

I sicken myself every so often and by every so often I mean once a day, at least. Oh how the heart destroys And the mire collects Its collateral damage Before we finally begin to salvage What God’s grace leaves … Continue reading

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the world is undone

This place is on fire Blinding all the eyes Of expectant hopeful onlookers We thought about the world That it was some place beautiful Some place waiting for us with merciful gifts But we learned about That only One is … Continue reading

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Frustration in day to day life

The realization that I can love someone gives me hope. It feels good. But it’s intense. Now I know I can do this. Of course, it’s still far away for me to find that person. At least that’s what I … Continue reading

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Confessions II

I’ve prayed to God giving him what felt like all my devotion and attention and in the next five minutes pulled up an internet porn site and starting watching hours of porn just so that I could find something I … Continue reading

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