Tag Archives: porn
What’s Left, Take In Mercy
I’ve been waiting here for you, sign that says: “You have arrived and now you can live well.” Yet, all the day I live another way. Unholy thoughts, unrighteous dreams I dream. I want one thing and then I trade … Continue reading
to the hopelessly graceless
I jest a song And then regret Falls in I know better: The world It’s in pain What is loving worth If not found out I know better: The world Can’t find it One love makes right The world That … Continue reading
no epic vindication
I’m not good for this Explaining never Sounds natural The good always seems Just within my reach But never is gotten Is this what you had In mind young child This could never be What I thought would work But … Continue reading
Advertisement To Superhighway Wayfarers
Seeking beauty Or peace, stranger? Reach up right here. Pull this Lever. Get what comes out Beauty or Peace. But it will be Never Peace. Beauty only It will Be. However peace is Offered Here.
Restore
I sicken myself every so often and by every so often I mean once a day, at least. Oh how the heart destroys And the mire collects Its collateral damage Before we finally begin to salvage What God’s grace leaves … Continue reading
where is home
I just spent the last couple days tapping myself dry with pornography. I had to force myself. What’s the point if you have to force yourself, you may ask. Well, I’m lonely. That’s about it. I guess it’d be better … Continue reading
Confessions II
I’ve prayed to God giving him what felt like all my devotion and attention and in the next five minutes pulled up an internet porn site and starting watching hours of porn just so that I could find something I … Continue reading
Confessions I
Yes. I’ve looked at porn. Lots of porn. Soft. Hard. I’ve seen things that absolutely disgusted me and some that mesmerized me. I’ve masturbated to most of it. And, I’m a Christian. I desire greatly to know God and foster … Continue reading
Disorderly Compulsion 